Life: the meaning may be different for some people.

When I was younger , I thought life was a forever thing. I always looked at the elders and thought to myself that they were a whole different species. I did not even fathom I would one day grow old myself. Life.

People come into our lives and leave our lives for reasons we do not know.  Maybe later, we figure it out. I have had certain people come into my life for reasons I found out later.  Life.

My feeling on life changed dramatically at the death of my dad. That was 13 yrs ago. I was invincible before that. My family was invincible.  I was living a life of niaveness(spelling)  before that. I am still and will always be angry for that. (story to come later) Life.

My only comfort, is thinking that there is a big plan brewing. Otherwise , I dont understand why the things that happened to my family had to happen. The number of family units i have left is very minimal. Why have the great ones big taken from us and in the way they were taken? I hope to get answers thru out my life or afterwards. Some , I have already figured out. The answers still fall on the evil left in this world. Life.

What is sad, is that some people are born into a life of pain,saddness,crime, abuse. Life.

We have to just get thru life by loving the people that are left. Loving the Sun. Loving the Moon. Loving the fun you have with your friends. Loving the blades of grass . Take nothing for granted. Life.

I would like to take this opportunity to give shout out to my loved ones!!!! I actually started typing their names...... I have too many to type. So , please .... If you read this , you know you are one of my loved ones.

-a tribute to life-

Hey everyone!! I had to change the color of my Journal to match the Christmas holiday.

What's everyone doing for New Years Eve? 

If ya'll dont have plans, come on over to the Johnson's homestead for some company, food and drinks. We would love to celebrate into the New Year with some friends . So let us know !!!!

Talk to you soon.......

I was just informed by my mom that i have to go to her house for the relative christmas get together on the weekend that i was going to take everyone to Buffalo Wild Wings for Steve's Birthday. Bah!

We are going to have to cancel that since I now have to spend the money towards relatives. We may still have at least a party here at the house. We will let you know as its gets closer. Thats what sucks about steve having a birthday so close to christmas. . Oh well.

Talk to ya'll later.

Happy Thanksgiving.