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Boon: And to think all this time I was certain that fairies wore construction worker, cop, biker, and indian outfits.
ANDREA: Well, tell Garrett HAPPY BIRTHDAY! from the Johnsons. You played awsome wade... hope to see ya soon.
RKdrumdude: Andrea,I'm sorry you didn't win...but if it makes you feel any better ALL that money that I won is going towards Garretts Birthday today...and ALL the money my Dad won is going towards ice fishing stuff or golf balls for work!! We would both like to thank you all for your generous donations and lack of luck in our time of winning!! Maybe next time I won't place.....but I seriously doubt it. How's that 4 bragging rights???
andrea: Had a lot of fun over at Brian's house last night!! I lost my 20 bucks, but i lasted a while at the poker game. Great fun .. brian.. Let s do it again soon. congrats to the top 3 (or 4 , right markie) !!
Brent: I won't say anything about backups, Big Dog.
andrea: well... i posted something about brian's poker game for this weekend. Steve and I will be attending after we get out of work. Hope to see you all there. Can't wait to win your money !!!
BigDog: I know... I am having technical difficulties. That's the problem. I was attempting to get a protal installed that would use one login for both the portal and the forums, but I ended up hosing everything and now I have to start all over. Damn Amatures!
Brent: Yeah, me too. It is the 17th AM and I can't get to the forums. I was going to post something under technical difficulties, but I couldn't get to it.

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Thursday, December 9th 2004

2:37 PM

LIFE

Life: the meaning may be different for some people.

When I was younger , I thought life was a forever thing. I always looked at the elders and thought to myself that they were a whole different species. I did not even fathom I would one day grow old myself. Life.

People come into our lives and leave our lives for reasons we do not know.  Maybe later, we figure it out. I have had certain people come into my life for reasons I found out later.  Life.

My feeling on life changed dramatically at the death of my dad. That was 13 yrs ago. I was invincible before that. My family was invincible.  I was living a life of niaveness(spelling)  before that. I am still and will always be angry for that. (story to come later) Life.

My only comfort, is thinking that there is a big plan brewing. Otherwise , I dont understand why the things that happened to my family had to happen. The number of family units i have left is very minimal. Why have the great ones big taken from us and in the way they were taken? I hope to get answers thru out my life or afterwards. Some , I have already figured out. The answers still fall on the evil left in this world. Life.

What is sad, is that some people are born into a life of pain,saddness,crime, abuse. Life.

We have to just get thru life by loving the people that are left. Loving the Sun. Loving the Moon. Loving the fun you have with your friends. Loving the blades of grass . Take nothing for granted. Life.

I would like to take this opportunity to give shout out to my loved ones!!!! I actually started typing their names...... I have too many to type. So , please .... If you read this , you know you are one of my loved ones.

-a tribute to life-

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Posted by BigDog:

I knew you loved me. You can pretend you don't so Steve doesn't get all jealous and stuff, but I knew you loved me all the same. It's the way you look at me when you think I'm not looking. I can see the love in your eyes... ;)
Friday, December 10th 2004 @ 9:38 AM

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